Non-writing stresses, changes in routrine that happen for whatever reason--and is usually related to living with other people (and these changes, then are not always bad changes) all throw me off.
But I need to write, whether it's non-fiction, a blog post, or a snippet of poetry that ends up padding the bottom of an over-full storage closet. I need to write to slough off the stress. I need to write to keep me focussed. I need to have something that I create--a space that I create where I don't exist. As wierd as that is, that's kind of how it feels.
That experience gives me everything I need to manage an even-mood, a positive outlook , and sheer perserverance. Oh, and how I've needed perserverance the last few years! I thought sticking with college, pursuinga BA, for 8 years, was nperservance. Little did I know what other challenges I would rasie to post-diploma...
So in order to keep a roof over my head, I have made certain concessions I had not anticipated. My peace becomes threatened.
So I have decided to take action! I used to write at cafes. I love having coffee at my elbow while pounding away at teh keyboard. Yes, that isn't a practical location for coffee. No, I am not aware of where I'm setting it when I'm wrapped up in the creative-midset. Yes, coffee has spilled. No, I haven't ruined a computer with coffee before.
Though I must admit that I can be a super clumsy person and not-ruining any form of electronics through a coffee spill *is* actually an achievement.
So there are a few reasons why writing in a cafe is not a terribly bright idea.
After that I wrote at home. But since home is now usually overrun with the sounds of videogames, tv, and loud laughter coming up the stair, there is little place for me to hide myself away and blast Loreena McKennit, Deanta and Capercaillie...home is morphing into a non-option.
I won't even discuss the chaos of squeezing a whole house into a room. Even if that room is on the larger pseudo-studio end of the spectrum. My writing space, classically, is the eye of my storm. My office, bedroom at my parents--I was not good at maintaining order. Where my computer was, however, remained relatively straight in comparison. Now, I don't have the area nearly as straight as I would like it.
So! I'm at the library today. I think I'll give this a shot. Writing at the Library.
There are these nice little studio rooms. I can turn on Pandora and plug in my earbuds. The music will not have to compete with any loud external noises.